Friday, January 21, 2005

Chapter closed

That's exactly how i feel right now. A chapter of my life has closed.

Didn't really feel so much until we stepped out of MLT 12 after NCT test. The whole week had been so busy. Shopping for office wear, preparing PP presentation, visiting IRAS, studying for NCT..

Somewhere at the back of my mind i noe this is going to be the last week we are together before we go for internship. But i so strongly felt the sadness only just now. Been telling myself that its ok, we'll still meet up and stay in touch; but just can't help feeling this sense of lost.. especially when i see everyone hanging outside MLT 12, taking pics, hugging.. even Norman seems so sentimental. Jiawei too, he even joined us for dinner. One of those rare moments..

Seeing Wenqi and SY cry makes me feel like crying too. But i managed to held back. Because once it starts, it'll be VERY difficult to stop.

Had never felt this kind of sadness before. i didn't even felt half as sad when i left sec sch and jc. But somehow this is so different. Maybe this time round we shared more memories together. The more memories, the greater the sadness..

The times we spent doing projects (which is what i remembered the most), all those late nights in sch (in T22 computer labs..), from ICP to ICM (not forgeting MMR when we overnight at SY's hse), seeing each other 6 days a week, 8 hours a day during ICM, Cut 6 VS F4, shopping and eating, scribbling in my calendar and treating it like a forum, numerous jokes among ourselves, crazy times and moody moments, the laughter and the squabbles..

the list goes on..

We really went thru good times and bad times together, i'm so glad to share my Poly life with you all, thanks for all the memories :)

All the best, Cut Six! And F4 too :p All the best for the attachment, hope to see all of you real soon..

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