It will come. It will come.

Sorry for the lack of updates. I needed to pack my emotions one side and start looking forward. I was lunching with cellmate today and I was very surprised at the words she said. They're very supportive and encouraging to know that I still have some people who are supportive of me despite my downs. Really.

Mistakes are inevitable as we're human. I'm not saying making mistakes are alright but what needs to be said here is that learn from the mistake and move on. No point dwelling and sitting there thinking about it. Of course, there are some people out there ahem ahem who loves their employees to sit and dwell and wallow about their mistakes. It's time to wake up.

If you feel that you're unable to cope, just let the authorities know. They won't mark you down because if you're unable to perform at the end of the day, it comes back to you. Why didn't you voice out your concern? Why did you cleverly take the rap for everything? Now, if something happens, it's going to be YOU again. You should have voiced out your concern earlier. Let the bigger ones up there worry since they take a bigger portion of income home. You're just but a junior in your company.

And to answer your question, no. I haven't gotten anything. Naught. cellmate said it will come to me soon. Her instincts told me that. How sweet to hear that. Really. I trust your instincts, for once. :P I certainly hope so.

I did some stupid things like using office phone to call my handphone to see if it works. It worked! But no phone calls from the person I want to call. When are you going to call me? *Heaves a heavy and loud sigh*